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I started pulling in my twenties. I'm a firefighter and
a few yrs ago I pulled out a dead 4 week old baby from a fire. I didn't
realise it at the time, but this caused big problems for me because my
baby brother died of cot death at four months old. I was seven at the
time and blamed myself.
As a firefighter I've seen some ghastly sights but none
as ghastly as the sight I used to see in the mirror. I hated myself and
pulled my hair, beard and eyelashes in a frenzied attack on myself. I
was so lonely and unhappy.
The fire service sent me for counselling because my self-hatred
started to interfere with my work, but the counselling didn't get me anywhere
and then I found this website.
That was after my GP sent me to a psychiatrist. I saw this
wimpy bloke who kept me waiting two hours to give me a prescription I
didn't take. The other people in the waiting room were dribbling and I
am not kidding.
I came back to this website and noticed that Trichnotherapy
was 99% successful at the time (I believe it's now 94%), so I decided
to go for it.
I don't know what I expected. I think I thought I'd have
to go in to this big room and say "My name is Jason and I pull out
my eyelashes and I pull out my hair". I was desperate so I just got
out my credit card and checked out for trichnotherapy. Deep down I thought
I would be one of the 1% who do not succeed in becoming pull free.
Even when I did get to be pull free, I was a bit skeptical
about whether it was a permanent cure so I decided to wait for a few months
before posting my recommendation. I didn't want to put my name on the
website either.
I haven't pulled for over a year now, since Trichnotherapy,
I remind myself that I've been through hell and not only survived but
help others survive also.
I know and trust the Trichnotherapy program enough to know
that if I ever start pulling again I can just mail Neo and she will put
me back ont he straight and narrow. Without her I dont think I would be
pull free today and certainly not about to get married. I was too shy
even to have a girlfriend before this.
If you are in the waiting list, don't be afraid. Neo is
gentle but direct and I dont think anyone could go thru her program and
still pull at the end. You will enjoy the process of getting to know and
understand yourslf and yr pulling process.
Trichnotherapy is not easy & sometimes Neo can be a
downright bully but at the end of the day, job done _ a pull free me :-).
Jason, pull free through Neovision
Trichnotherapy
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