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I have never been to the doctors because I didn't know I had a problem. I could never understand why all of a sudden I decided to pull at my Over time I still continued; at 13 I felt like a freak. It started to become noticeable, and people would always ask me, "Why don't you have any eyelashes?" I would think of all the most sensible lies, but I still never really knew. When I was 17, I worked at a hair salon, so it was less frequent, because my boss would be on to me. A young girl came in to the salon, around 13, and they were applying Acrylic Nails on her. I thought, "wow shes young to be getting this done". I asked her mother why we were putting nails on her, and her mother began
to tell , I said to myself, "This is what I have. I'm not the only one". Over time I would force myself not to do it, and I would get this stress knot in my chest, from not doing this. I felt that if I just pulled one it would relieve all the tension. "Just One Hair!", my brain would beg. I have understood myself and have done a lot of reading up on this, but still I don't tell anyone and I disguise it with make up. Thank god for eyebrow pencils, and the fad for penciling them. No one even knows, because I have been doing it so long and I get them perfect; I actually get compliments. After all these years, I have been better about it, and relapse from time to time, I never could grow the eyebrows back because when I see stubble, I go crazy. I battled this secretly for years and at 21, I can find a way of my own to control it unless I'm very highly stessed! Kristina |
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